I used to be ambitious with materialistic goals and dreams. But in recent years, I discovered that I want to be happy, simply happy. With this ideology in mind, I am aspired to be a good, kind and nice. A few friends have pointed it out, I humbly brushed it off but I am glad I can be called as a good person. I learned that I want to be honest, with opinions and ideas. I treat everyone with empathy, almost no judgement and I do love and care for most of the people that I know.
But, this world is not that simple. I know it, but I have always want to believe the best of the world, the best of the human kind.
It turns out, money is so deceiving that people would steal; power is so tempting that people would lie; judgement is so important that people would insult, expression is needed that people would hurt. All these while, I insist on being patient and not seek revenge. Because I believe if I were to reply the action, I am no difference that the evil ones out there.
It is so much easier to be a heartless person, which I wrote on my whiteboard after two incidents on this solemn day. But I am not willing to downgrade myself to that level. I would question humanity, but in the future, smarter and wiser.
To you people who have tricked and hurt me, thank you.