Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Chilly and Demotivated Night

I underestimated Canberra's weather and put on a thin cardigan. Now, I'm typing with my frozen fingers while waiting for half an hour for the security escort back home. The day started rough with me being unattentive to things and studies, I probably screwed up a straightforward mid term exam and now being punished under the cold and a delayed trip back home due to detours.

Wen Xin, would you ever stop complaining and actually do something? It has been awhile at this state, always feeling unhappy and unfulfiled at the current state, by comparing to the past which was once unhappy. I think I know how to get out of this, it'd take a marvellous effort and probably more sacrifice. 

I have a few weeks to make a difference. A couple of big decisions are coming up and I'd really want to make things right from now on with the right amount of effort and passion. Holding back the The journey to home took an hour, which I intend to work things out. I would down a third of a bottle of red wine, hopefully as a celebration the end of a mundane life.

Wen Xin