Sunday, August 14, 2011

Counting down to 9 months later.

It's been awhile since I last made a video, couldn't think of any better farewell gift other than a homemade video, I hope you like it, I know you do :)

I have always known you will be going to USA for tertiary education. But deep down, I wasn't really prepared to let you go, I can't imagine not hanging out with you at least once a month, and now, 9 months without you! It sounds like you are my boyfriend, but you are more than that! A hubby whom I love very much, a good friend whom I thankfully have. Recalled the moments of us having roars of laughter, moments of secret talks and gossips, the jumble of memories always put a smile on my face.

It was really a sad day, it really didn't hit me till the last 15 minutes that the sudden jolt of realization hit me 'SHE'S-LEAVING-IN-15-MINUTES'. With a pang of sadness, I was sobbing quietly, I really don't want you to see my tears, I don't want to make you cry. But I can't help it. Waved you goodbye, I walked to my car, even Tokio Hotel can't make me sing as usual. It was the hardest journey ever, knowing the journey signified for not seeing you for months.

I didn't know it would be this difficult, I thought I can hold back my tears, I thought I can not let you cry. I was wrong, it was the hardest goodbye ever. But, I was really happy for you, happy to see your dream come true, happy to see you going for a new chapter of life. I wish the best for you, as you always see the best in me. You gave me the energy to carry on the upcoming hellish 2 weeks. I wish you to have great fun in the States!

Update me whenever you can, the traditional email way would be great as I will be on a Facebook fast for two weeks. I will stay tune at your blog, as your loyal blog reader. P.S. I LOVE YOU. And you know I don't simply say those 3 words to anyone <3