Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Have you ever?

Have you ever felt every breath you take, is a step to closer to pain? But you have no choice but to inhale?

Have you ever felt when listening to any song, you just want to let the tears out? But you have no choice but to hold back.

Have you ever felt that you no longer have the energy to stay strong, just wanna give up straight right away? But you have no choice but to stay strong even though your battery life is close to depletion.

Have you ever felt to mute yourself, so that you don't have to listen to any noise, any arguments, any piercing words?

Have you ever thought of shutting yourself from the real world, just to get a little more time for yourself, to breath and to think? But time ain't your good friend, mate.

Have you ever wondered what are you fighting for, why are you living for? But why there isn't an answer?

People often ask: How are you?
I answer: Yeah I am good, still surviving.
The truth: Well, you can't really say 'my life is screwed'.