Friday, August 15, 2008


Created a playlist in my music player..
Listened to it over and over again..
Let it talk, i got nothing to say..

''It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a MONSTER..''
Disturbia by Rihanna..
- My mind's in disturbia, no direction, no purpose..-

''Do, do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me
Are-are-are-are you?
Are you patient
Cause I might need sometime to clear the hole in my heart and I.. ''

Damaged by Danity Kane
-My heart is damaged, damaged..

''I probably shouldn’t say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It’s not possible for me not to care
And now we’re standing in the rain
But nothing’s ever gonna change
Until you hear
My dear''

7 things by Miley Cyrus
-Changes?? I need changes in me-

''I hear the ticking of the clock
I’m lying here, the room’s pitch dark.
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it wont end though
Alone ''

Alone by Celine Dion
-It’s just so true.. About now-

''Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there’s only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart. ''

Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler
-It’s gone and I won wish for anything more-

''When you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face that came to know I missing to
when you are gone
the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it okay
I miss you''
When ur gone by Avril Lavigne
-I hate myself for stop contacting you for nine days.. I miss you and I need you..-

''But only love can say
try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do''

Only Love by Trademark
-I realized who’s the one in my heart.. Truly realize?? Is that what I want?? I doubt about it..-

''We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time. ''

Take one step at a time by Jordin Sparks
-Ya 1 step at a time, don rush.. But, there's no step in front of me.. What should i do, how should i walk??-

''I was waiting for for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be stong
Hold on and don’t shed a tear.

Hush love
I see a light in the sky
Oh it’s almost blinding me
I cant believe I’ve been touched by an angel with love. ''

A New Day Has Come by Celine Dion
-There’ll always have a new day available.. But nothing’s gonna change-

''It's not over
Try to do it right this time around
Let’s start over
But a part of me is dead and in the ground
This world is killing me
But you are the only one
It’s not over.. ''

It’s not over by Daughtry
-That’s what I pray for-

I am speechless..
The songs above represented my complicated feelings right now..